So I went off track AGAIN!!! And went back up to 61kg - that must be my current set point. But after a 2 day diet I'm down below 60kg again, but I'm so disappointed in myself because if I had just stuck at it or even just not spend weeks continuously bingeing I would be at least below 55kg probably below 50kg!! I am just so silly. I'm back to dieting - only 200 calories a day. That means about a under a kg lost per week =( not good but still its something, but I will still be a very fat 55kg by my 18th if i stick to that. where as if i had stuck at my diet from september I would be in the phase of eat whatever i want by now and being as skinny as i want without gaining because i would have reset my set point. Also not having my gym membership anymore means a lot slower weight loss. According to my records I got down to 123 a wile back!! I'm so stupid. I hate myself!!!
