Binge

I was doing so well then I just started feeling so weak that I thought I have to have something so I had some milk in my tea, then I was tempted by the soup and thought well I can have half a portion and water it down. It would be a total of under 100cals all together. BUT then I felt very full after just  a few sips but I felt it waste full not to have it all so I had all my portion (very small) but felt stuffed. so I thought I'm going to have to throw up to get rid of this. I then decided I might as well binge and then throw up so I did but of course I won't have thrown up everything so now I'm sure I've had over 1000 Calories today. That stops any weight loss today! =(   BUT  I shall now fast for as long as possible!!

xX Ana-Mia Xx

I'm Back

So I went really off the rails and continuously ate chocolate. gained a tone of weight and ended up at over 61Kg.. so on tuesday I stopped eating, by the end of the day I was still 61.2Kg which s about 135lbs. this morning I got on the scales hoping they had changed over night. They had, in the wrong direction, but I persevered. Now I just weighed myself in at 123lbs!! I was like what this can't be right thats about 57kg. so I switched to kgs and low and behold it did say 57Kg! =D
so I now must change my lost of 0.2kg per day goal calender to fit my new weight.